[FTW] Minho <3

Sorry. But I'm really spazzing over Minho. ~~mianhe, Si Won. O___O DANG. I shall say this again. THAT LOOK IS SINFUL.

Restless

It's past 1AM in the morning. But I don't feel like sleeping yet. I've finished watching the movies I rented. So here I am blogging to kill the time. This seriously has to stop. I promised myself lots of sleep on sembreak. But here I am still awake. Gah~~What is wrong with me? Up to know I still feel a little down. And a little lonely. Claire went home already. She didn't even say goodbye. Well, I was asleep when she left. But a little not would've been enough. Anyway, I'll be going home tomorrow too. Hopefully. I'm gonna die if that whole library thing doesn't get settled tomorrow. I should be home right now. But no. I had to stay for a few more days because of those irresponsible librarians. I used to like borrowing from the library. Now, I don't think I'll borrow books there without really needing to. They're making me pay for something that wasn't really my fault. They better find that pathetic book or else I'm gonna file a case against them!

Okay, Nina. Think of happy thoughts now. See, that is just one of the reasons why I'm not enjoying sembreak right now. Ugh~~When will the problems stop coming. Please just spare me for a couple of weeks. I can still feel that aftermath of the semester. It's been fun but really stressful. I don't think I fully grasped how hard it would be study in ADMU. I better mentally prepare myself for the next semesters. Or else, I'm gonna lose it. Like major brain melt. O__O

T_T Will go get some shut eye nowwwww.

Burnt Up.

Finally it's sem break. I've been imagining this for the last two months and the wait is finally over. I passed my last academic requirements this afternoon. And I'll be free from all the school stress for the next 3 weeks or so. Most, if not all, of my block mates are already in party mode. As expected, we're all rejoicing at the thought of surviving our most challenging professors yet. The past few weeks have just been pure torture because of all the requirements we had to make. Not to mention the mountain of readings we had to digest. But none of that matters now. We're free to enjoy and relax.

Paoie had her impromptu birthday party at Coastnet. Most of the block was able to come. Drinks all around! But of course I didn't touch a single beer bottle. Though I know that my blockmates have been craving for a good drinking session. Well, they definitely got what they wanted. Even Claire took in some alcohol. Initially, I was surprised. But then I remembered that she's 18 already. Although, it was a bit uncomfortable seeing my friends drinking. I guess I'm just not used to it. I've never seen any of my friends from Bicol doing stuff like that. But I guess this only proves that we're growing already. We're getting to do things that adults do. I had to leave early so I didn't catch all the action. Besides, I didn't get the chance to ask permission from my parents since Paoie only informed me on that day itself. And it was a bit awkward being the only not drinking. They were about to start playing a drinking game when I left. So I would've have been very out of place. But I hope they had fun. And not too much alcohol.

Next year, I'll be old enough to join them in their "games". But I don't think I would. For one, I easily get drunk. (Yeah, my parents let me drink once. Maybe to see how much I can hold my alcohol) And my ears immediately grow hot. Ugh, I don't like that feeling. Thank heavens my blockmates don't pressure me to drink. Just one of the reasons why I have an awesome block.

After I left, I went back to the dorm then borrowed some movies after. woohoo! Movie marathon! I'm only beginning to feel the break from all the stress. I guess I've been so used to feeling the pressure of meeting deadlines. I can feel myself growing restless now that I practically have nothing to do. And I'm so used to staying up so late at night. It's past 2:00AM and I'm still awake. I think I just need time to adjust to my loose schedule. I'll be going to Bicol soon and I hope I'll feel the full force of sem break by then.

My spirits are a bit down. Maybe because I've been under a lot of pressure and I've been keeping a lot of negative feelings inside. For the past two months, I can't even remember how many times I wanted to just break down and cry. I even did, once or twice. But most of time, I'd just keep it in coz I know it wouldn't help me at all. So now, I'm slowing releasing the negative vibes. And the library problem isn't helping. I hope I'll be able to settle it sooner than later. For now, I need a good night sleep.

Dying. Dying. Dead.

Shizzle. O__O Here I am with so much to do. *dies*
I still can't believe it's Finals week already.
It has yet to sink in. After all, I'm still drowning in all the school work. Shizz.
I don't know if I can survive this.
PROCRASTINATING is BAAAAAAAD. XP
But look at me doing it again. O___O
The first two weeks of October is not happy for me.
I still have a research paper to finish. Oh, and also an analysis paper.
And I still have to study for my Psych101 and Fil14 exam.
Hooray for me! T_T